ARE YOU THE MASTER OF YOUR DESTINY?

This is the best hour of the day! Full, roundly perfect, the moon shows up.......... or should I say shows offf?.................. At this time of the day, I go out, walk on the sand strap and get my thoughts together. That's when I actually feel what I have precisely to do!
Most of the time, my reflexions are about things I have done and no longer are at reach to restore its outgoings. Feeling the strange magic under the moon brightness, it feels better anyway, to know that I have given the best part of me, to endure the last years. Time will show, however, whether this is beeing the time of my life or not.
One thing I know for sure>>> NEVER......I said, NEVER should any person, try to revert the destiny! Never should anybody interfere into the happenings of one's life.
Sometimes, life shows so clear what it is right before you and you can't see it at all.
Sometimes you crave for an answer from God and you go just crowling in the wrong direction, not able absolutely to stand on your feet, struggling against every barrier facing you, forcing the entry into one room of life, where you should never have crossed the thresholds.
But I went! I tried to modify a situation which was in God's hands, believing that I was on the control. But God has His mysterious ways to present His will.
It ended in a point of no return.
This lesson, was a mark in my life! I would like to share with every possible human beeing, this bitter experience that I did, grasping with my inapropriate hands the moves my mom was about to do, thinking as was I, that she was the foolish and naïve person alive.
It could have been worst, hadn't I interfere so fiercely into her acts, maybe a great loss. It could have been better, having my intrusive nose beeing out of the issues. It simply was not my business.
I know now that what God commands is not for us to revert.
Sometimes you are not the master of your destiny, the commander of your life, you have to bow and even kneel down, to show some humility and accept that we are not so perfect as we thought!
All I know is that by that time, I believed that I was doing and giving the best of me, for that I hope, my redemption will be set.